Ok, still getting over my cold. I've got a cough, but everything else seems to have cleared up...finally.

I've been to the ER about twice in the past week, once by ambulance, and believe you me, I'm BEYOND sick of that place. Not to mention my heart doctor has just proven himself a great big quack. First he says a pace maker would be a fix all, now he says it's all in my head BUT he wants me to up my medication?! I'M CONFUSED!

Anyway, I'll be going down to Phoenix (mind you, a nice 4 hour car ride) to be seen at the Heart Institute there and get a second opinion. Honestly, if I just say "I want the surgery" they can't legally deny me....but it's just getting the guts to say it -_- and go through with it. Needless to say, I'm scared shitless.....

But yea, Tifa's officially dead. Everyone say a small prayer for the amazing laptop that is now a pile of junk in the corner of my room. T-T I won't be able to replace her for some time, and this "fill in" laptop I'm using can't handle Photoshop, so until further notice, EVERYTHING is closed. Commissions, Art Trades, Requests, even my normal art updates. Of course, this gives me way more time to catch up on some anime's I've been meaning to see, and some movies I've wanted to watch, and maybe I'll finally push through this writer's block I'm stuck in! Who knows, for now, I'm just stuck and sitting in my rut with my movies.